Cheeky Sapporo!
July 14, 2009Omg those cheeky men! And it’s part of their culture. That makes it all the more better. WTF everyone loves some good service here.
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Wishful Thinking.. no?
July 14, 2009It’s time to save up, be a high rolla, fly on a jet plane and come back & have some fun =)
It Ends Here..
July 13, 2009…tonight. No point.. really.
Time to get myself a Twitter account! My blog posts are shortening like fuck.
Doubt
July 6, 2009Creeping silently into your mind
Obliterating happiness of any kind
Growing rapidly in the night
Fueled by words so worn and trite
Confidence falling as it leeches your soul
Pulling you apart and taking control
Draining your strenghth until you wanna let go
Suffering inside, yet no one knows
It manifests physically in the tears that fall
And the blood that spills, taking it all
It steals your smile and gives you a frown
Turning your world upside down
I know for a fact, as this has happned to me
Once it takes over, you won’t be able to see
The truth of the words that tear you apart
The real pain that’s totally ripping your heart
It stalks in darkness with lies untrue
Don’t let its next victim be you…
F.U.C.K
July 4, 2009FUCK.
Not another one of these moments.
Moving to the side of the bed; no help.
Putting my pillow across my eyes; worse. Feels like dust.
Fingers crossed, eyes wide open, still can’t sleep.
I don’t even feel like taking a fag anymore.
The sky so dark, the wind so mellow.
The utter silence of the fan blowing against my shoulder makes me shudder.
Leaving soon; on a random jet plane.
That’s so gonna make me insane.
Pain, let’s stop this massive torture already
you and I have been best friends since the time we met.
Wake me up when this ends
bedazzled, yet confused
whatever happened to just us?
Selfish me oh selfish me
whatever happened to your glee
For as time moves ahead,
nothing much else needs to be said.
The Beginning Of Something New
July 1, 2009Session Start: Saturday, 25 April, 2009
(2:14 AM) GAPEEEEEEEEEEEEE:
Chat logs, you are my world. LOL
It’s My Burf Day
June 29, 2009Threat? What threat? :’|
Sometimes it’s hard to express how you feel when you TRY to pretend not to care but you actually DO care deep inside. And you’re actually filled with fear because life took your balls away from you and took it and sold it to some desperate old man.
Okay wtf am I talking about? I’m going to bed. LOL
